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Turning off and tuning out

I haven’t shown up for a while. To tell you the truth, I am just sick of everything. Sick of sky sludge, sick of politics, sick of everyone making everything about politics, sick of trying to find food that won’t kill me…JUST ALL OF IT.

So, I pray. I pray for my family and protection. I pray for all my friends with turbo cancer or other diseases. I pray for those who are STILL blind, to see. I pray for vindication. I pray for vengeance from God for the wicked people who have preyed upon the trusting. And, if the wicked reject the grace and redemption of God, I pray they get what they deserve. I will buy tickets to see that.

I have to fence myself in. Knowing everything is not in my cards.

I read the ‘headlines’ and literally smack my forehead and scream say “I have known this for 4-5 years!! It is NOT news!!”

So, we get the drip drip drip of Truth, otherwise it would be like taking a drink through a fire hose. For most people.

Lately, I introvert and hermit. I wait for my fresh cream to expire and try to drink 3 cups of coffee a day before it does. I feed my little birdies, encourage the beneficial ones and shoo away the invasive. This seems a theme in my real life as well. I have no use for people around me who can’t, won’t, don’t see the Truth. How can they NOT see it?? After all this time? I am done talking.

That layer of “high thin clouds” the local meteorologist says will “cause a dimming of the sun”? He used those words. I couldn’t believe it. Then I ask his TV face why he doesn’t mention that they sprayed those “high thin clouds” out of airplanes? I try to get out for my walk early in the morning, before those chemtrails have had a chance to spread out and settle on the land. In the evenings, sometimes it is like the L.A. skyline here in the middle of Idaho. It looks like SMOG. If I didn’t know better, I would think I had cataracts.

And…we are breathing it. Whatever IT is. Aluminum, Barium, Strontium, Coal Ash. Then, I see the pattern of soundwaves in the clouds. Am I crazy? I can only tell you what I observe.

How it starts in the morning

How it ends up in the evening

There are no fires anywhere. It should be clear as a bell and beautiful. What is this I am breathing? What is this that settles onto the land and stays?

Contrails are water vapor and disappear quickly. Chemtrails spread out but initially leave a sky print like the teeth of a saw blade. Like this.↓↓↓

This plane and trail coincides with the Flight Radar screenshot below. Not shitting you

Some evenings, I feel off. Just off. I can’t explain it. It is a restless feeling of something I can’t see, but I can absolutely feel. It feels the same as it did in the fall of 2021. I sometimes get muscle twitches near my eyes or in my leg. My nerves pinch inside of myself and I wonder why. My ears will pick up strange vibrations. I am a healthy woman. My head tries to wrap around all these things and makes me wonder if I am deficient in some way to cause these symptoms. But I know I am NOT. I eat clean and supplement as needed. I have a feeling it is external stimulation that makes me feel so strange in the evenings. Spiritual warfare? Most definitely. Unseen, man-made warfare? I am not discounting anything. I can only tell you what I feel. I do not have king-ding-dong- internet speeds. I think it is about 50. And no 5G close and my phone gets put in a can every night and my TV gets unplugged. Anyone else feel cray-cray?

In the memetime, my kids know that any photo sent to me is fair game. I might take it and meme it. Like this one.

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