Thank you for writing this, SadieJay. Describes my state (as in my personal state, not FL!) perfectly.
No. More. Bandwidth. Saturated. Done. Exhausted. Don't care.
While all the years of work I did on Sep 11th Truth taught me exactly how people would behave outta the gate over the "COVID" op, it didn't actually help. It saddened me. I knew how things would unfold -- and they did almost to a T.
Unfortunately, virtually nothing interests or inspires me at this point. Grateful for my hubs, our beautiful house, the quiet, the lovely yard, and critters. Otherwise?
I said to hubs today that if in a highly sophisticated world such as ours people could behave as they did? It tells you nothing at all has changed in the vast majority in thousands of years. And it ain't likely ever to do so. So WTH is the effing point?
The (m)asses have always been knuckle-dragging followers....why change now? Yes, I have thrown away 2 books I bought second hand within the past month. Both acclaimed, but I was late to the reading. Such trash.
I feel exactly the same way even to the vibrations coming from no where! I have fought the good fight! I have withstood all the unvaxed lunacy! I have memed the world! I have sent out encouragement to over fifty ladies every night for nine and a half years! I am enduring a progressive disease (Lipedema) I have had since I was twelve. Now 62 years later I finally have a name for it! It was hidden by Mayo Clinic since 1940. There is no pill to prescribe for it!
So, dear Sadie Jay, I join you, but want all of us to be raised up to a new dimension! Shine your light! Share your authentic self as we are here to overcome discouragement and grow our faith to heights never known before! So be joyful and thankful and stay in the moment! No going back or moving forward! The only thing we have is the now!💕
It’s funny what you say about ‘old news’. Didn’t we know years ago that the Mar a Lago raid was about Hillary? Saw a fb post today telling us the news! 🥹
I can't even with these people. Such news! NOT. Being smug isn't even fun anymore. I remember my previous neighbors telling us in like 2018 about underground bases and the chemtrails in the sky. We rolled our eyes and made fun of them in private. Now? I am one. I see Tucker's newest talk is with Catherine Austin Fitts about underground bases and a place for the privileged few to ride out an extinction level event. I haven't watched THAT one yet.
Spiritual warfare most definitely. It helps that our Bible study is doing Kay Arthur’s precept study, Lord, is it Warfare? Teach Me to Stand.
It helps to understand what we are up against and to stand firm against it.
Spring is here in NE Ohio. After our long winter, it’s like a miracle. Everything growing once again. Our pink dogwood and our redbud - something to behold.
I see the chemtrails daily too, but am hopeful they will stop one day soon.
I am so glad that people are hungry for the spiritual truth. I see the wildflowers and the yellow seems so much brighter this year. It is as if God is saying "This is who I am" in a way I can understand.
I read back in my journal from 5 years ago and can see how it has all played out like I thought it would, only not so final. Yet. Billion soul harvest is a great thing to be focused on as well. Thanks for the input.♥♥
I’m with you SJ! You said it spot on, like always. I couldn’t figure out why I was taking a step back. Why am I losing interest in “the news” of the day? Why don’t I care anymore?
I just spent 5 weeks going back and forth to Michigan. Once I flew, twice I drove the 2400 miles round trip. I spent time with my sister in law who has been fighting cancer since 2020. Unvaxxed. In March she was given a year to live. Then, weeks later I was with her and my brother in law to listen to the doctors say there’s nothing more then can do. They gave her 1-3 months! The night before that my 20 year old niece in Michigan was killed in a car accident. Needless to say our family has been devastated in a matter of weeks. One week later we buried my niece. Four weeks later I helped bury my dearest friend and sister in law. Tragic to say the least. Her death didn’t have to happen if “they” weren’t such evil liars about cancer.
Is all that why I don’t care anymore? Maybe. But, I was feeling it before all that. Now that I’m back at home and coming up for air I find myself reading what you wrote and it fits to a T. I’m tired of the lies, the manipulations, the stupidity, nobody being arrested or prosecuted, the files that were promised to be released but weren’t, the chemtrails, the stupidity (again) and last but not least, the idiocy.
Life is short (especially when there is a known plan to kill us).
I’m still watching people be censored on social media (my friend who is a financial advisor and on LinkedIn was just booted off because he was too Christian) and we are still fearing being shamed for taking horse paste (another friend at the U of Kentucky for a weird bacterial disease that just about killed him was afraid to tell them he takes IVM for fear of being shamed) in America. Where we live in the illusion of freedom, but aren’t really free.
I’m done.
I’ve checked out.
Time to bury my dead veggie plants (from the heat and no water while I’ve been away) and focus on the new life of four pineapple plants God is giving me to show me He still is on the throne.
I don’t know what the future holds, but I’m getting off the merry go round and shaking off my dizziness. What will be, will be. I trust Jesus to fight for us and even if….I will stand with all the courage and strength He gives me and live.
Thanks SJ, and all you commenters who are still with this long rant - for being honest about where you are too. 😉
God bless you. Just....God bless you and your family. I can't imagine what you have been through. You were a rock for your family there in MI and I know that they all appreciate you. It is so weird how we are all in the same place here. Are we giving up? NO. Are we sick of the evil? Absolutely. Are we sick of dealing with people who are being used so openly by those with nefarious agendas without a clue? You bet. Why are we losing so many good people? How long can we blah blah blah to those we love while they don't hear what we say?
As my mom said..."I am going to dig a hole and pull it in after me." That is how I feel. And many feel, as I see.
I just can't even...anymore. People have lost their ever lovin' minds and I just am so done.
And the weird things people are coming down with, like your friend. And Kentucky. I am so sorry. We think we are free, but we are not. Slaves to a system that takes what we earn and pollutes it, launders it and stuffs it in their own accounts. Stealing much more than money from all of us. We should be so pissed....together. But..prayer is the only control I have right now.
Only lost one subscriber over this Substack. Yay. :-)
"But, now, thus says the Lord, your Creator, O Jacob, And He who formed you. Do not fear, for I have called you by name and you are Mine!" Is 43:1
The levels of comaraderie I found going back 6+ years on the alt news sites, then Bitchute, and Substack has been the only thing holding me together, and giving me hope (besides my unflinching personal faith). SadieJay, your stated frustrations and need to find relief perfectly mirrors mine. I look at the same thing in our sky, and add it to what is known facts about all the psyhop agendas and only confirms my original 2020 intuition that a military fingerprint is all over everything. What do we know about the military? That its core mission is to kill people and break things. Period. With that reminder and having been worn down by the personal catch 22 I've lived through these past 5 years I finally pulled out an old campaign, dusted it off and let it rip on the internet. www.4getwar.com. Gotta find something, anything 'better to do' than let this open air nuthouse keep pushing me farther into a corner.
So, here's the weird part... As soon as I launched 4getwar.com a month or so ago, the tinnitus I've had for 30 + years has gone off the charts. My tinnitus has never been much of a problem. Most of the time I can just ignore it, and it doesn't cost me lost sleep. But, now its gone up a couple octaves and won't subside. Could it be THEY really do have a way to target dissidents and unvaxxed like myself with emf, microwaves or some such demonic shit? Can't rule anything out. But I'll be gawddamned if the bastards will shut me up. I'm in this for my grandkids and their kids Freedom.
Anyway. One of these days I'm going to get down your way to meet you guys.
Exactly. The people who live around me are rural country folks and it seems like they ignore everything or are willfully ignorant. But, it is the same everywhere I guess. You think farmers and ranchers would be more attuned to the nature around them that keeps their livelihoods afloat.
If we have progressed SO far, but yet seem to be stuck in stupid mode, then I would bet that the tech has far progressed past our comprehension. Nothing would surprise me anymore. Nothing. If an alien landed on my lawn right now, it would be a welcome relief to all the things that never end. But the apathy we all share seems to be an ongoing theme among those I have talked to, IRL and on here.
Makes you wonder. But, God wins in the end and He knows exactly how we feel and, as long as we keep fighting, He will honor us and win the battle. Hard to stay strong. Or even care. We spent these last few years caring about things that were so bad, I try to find the rejoice in me for the good going on, but even that is hard.
People are under hypnosis from listening to the radio and watching television. Silent sound and signal entrainment are being used to manipulate the subconscious mind. The technology is being used in background music of big box stores like Home Depot and Wal Mart. Wear earplugs when shopping at locations with background music.
Thank you for taking the time to share. I can relate deeply and I too, have been working on a piece, but not feeling it for a bit. Reading yours tonight gave me strength though. It's quite healing to hear another articulate your feelings so precisely. Communion. We are not alone in this 'noticing' and I hear you. Grateful for your presence on this platform.
Thank you so much. I appreciate the words. I can't imagine that us feeling the same way at the same time is an accident. It is almost like I am staying in one place and my roots are growing fast and deep now, if that makes any sense? Maybe it is how we are all supposed to be at this point in time, for this precise reason. If we are all over the place, blown around by every little thing, we don't have time to grow deep and grounding roots. I will check out your Substack! ♥♥
I totally agree that the flowers are thicker and brighter this year. I even feel like the grass is greener. Definitely a beautiful gift from God.
Also, I'm sure that you have, but have you read the Frank Peretti books? I believe that the first one is titled "This Present Darkness." I read them years ago. I probably should read them again.
Don't be a stranger. I've been home a lot lately. In case you need to break out of your hermit hole.😊
Right??? The flowers are SO yellow. It is crazy/not crazy. Yes, I have read the Peretti books. It really puts my life into perspective. And it shows how powerful prayer really is. The road goes both ways as well. I will wave as I go by. If I go by. Haha.
As I read this I think of the wife and how hard it has become for her on this planet. With so much evil around us every day it's hard not to despair! I believe the Lord Jesus will deliver us from this evil!
Amen. If I didn't have THAT hope, I would be lost, defeated and looking everywhere for The Answer. I know The Answer, I just have to wait. And I wonder why I am here now?? Lord, I would gladly trade places with Moses or Elijah. But I am still here. Thanks Doug. Best to you and The Wife.♥♥
Thank you for writing this, SadieJay. Describes my state (as in my personal state, not FL!) perfectly.
No. More. Bandwidth. Saturated. Done. Exhausted. Don't care.
While all the years of work I did on Sep 11th Truth taught me exactly how people would behave outta the gate over the "COVID" op, it didn't actually help. It saddened me. I knew how things would unfold -- and they did almost to a T.
Unfortunately, virtually nothing interests or inspires me at this point. Grateful for my hubs, our beautiful house, the quiet, the lovely yard, and critters. Otherwise?
I said to hubs today that if in a highly sophisticated world such as ours people could behave as they did? It tells you nothing at all has changed in the vast majority in thousands of years. And it ain't likely ever to do so. So WTH is the effing point?
The (m)asses have always been knuckle-dragging followers....why change now? Yes, I have thrown away 2 books I bought second hand within the past month. Both acclaimed, but I was late to the reading. Such trash.
I literally have no EFFS left!!
Thank you.♥ Best to you and your hubs.
I feel exactly the same way even to the vibrations coming from no where! I have fought the good fight! I have withstood all the unvaxed lunacy! I have memed the world! I have sent out encouragement to over fifty ladies every night for nine and a half years! I am enduring a progressive disease (Lipedema) I have had since I was twelve. Now 62 years later I finally have a name for it! It was hidden by Mayo Clinic since 1940. There is no pill to prescribe for it!
So, dear Sadie Jay, I join you, but want all of us to be raised up to a new dimension! Shine your light! Share your authentic self as we are here to overcome discouragement and grow our faith to heights never known before! So be joyful and thankful and stay in the moment! No going back or moving forward! The only thing we have is the now!💕
Thank you Jaci! You have a great attitude and I love it. Imagine something being hidden about our health! Sheesh. Will keep you in my prayers.
Thank you for the enCOURAGEment. It means a lot and I really appreciate it.
It’s funny what you say about ‘old news’. Didn’t we know years ago that the Mar a Lago raid was about Hillary? Saw a fb post today telling us the news! 🥹
Yes!!! These chemtrails gotta stop!!!
I can't even with these people. Such news! NOT. Being smug isn't even fun anymore. I remember my previous neighbors telling us in like 2018 about underground bases and the chemtrails in the sky. We rolled our eyes and made fun of them in private. Now? I am one. I see Tucker's newest talk is with Catherine Austin Fitts about underground bases and a place for the privileged few to ride out an extinction level event. I haven't watched THAT one yet.
. . . and "National Security" is a valid excuse for any and every crime imaginable. Lol
Just like "It's for the safety of the children." What children? The ones you are trafficking??
Spiritual warfare most definitely. It helps that our Bible study is doing Kay Arthur’s precept study, Lord, is it Warfare? Teach Me to Stand.
It helps to understand what we are up against and to stand firm against it.
Spring is here in NE Ohio. After our long winter, it’s like a miracle. Everything growing once again. Our pink dogwood and our redbud - something to behold.
I see the chemtrails daily too, but am hopeful they will stop one day soon.
I am so glad that people are hungry for the spiritual truth. I see the wildflowers and the yellow seems so much brighter this year. It is as if God is saying "This is who I am" in a way I can understand.
I read back in my journal from 5 years ago and can see how it has all played out like I thought it would, only not so final. Yet. Billion soul harvest is a great thing to be focused on as well. Thanks for the input.♥♥
When the chemtrails stop, only then will we know something has changed.
I’m with you SJ! You said it spot on, like always. I couldn’t figure out why I was taking a step back. Why am I losing interest in “the news” of the day? Why don’t I care anymore?
I just spent 5 weeks going back and forth to Michigan. Once I flew, twice I drove the 2400 miles round trip. I spent time with my sister in law who has been fighting cancer since 2020. Unvaxxed. In March she was given a year to live. Then, weeks later I was with her and my brother in law to listen to the doctors say there’s nothing more then can do. They gave her 1-3 months! The night before that my 20 year old niece in Michigan was killed in a car accident. Needless to say our family has been devastated in a matter of weeks. One week later we buried my niece. Four weeks later I helped bury my dearest friend and sister in law. Tragic to say the least. Her death didn’t have to happen if “they” weren’t such evil liars about cancer.
Is all that why I don’t care anymore? Maybe. But, I was feeling it before all that. Now that I’m back at home and coming up for air I find myself reading what you wrote and it fits to a T. I’m tired of the lies, the manipulations, the stupidity, nobody being arrested or prosecuted, the files that were promised to be released but weren’t, the chemtrails, the stupidity (again) and last but not least, the idiocy.
Life is short (especially when there is a known plan to kill us).
I’m still watching people be censored on social media (my friend who is a financial advisor and on LinkedIn was just booted off because he was too Christian) and we are still fearing being shamed for taking horse paste (another friend at the U of Kentucky for a weird bacterial disease that just about killed him was afraid to tell them he takes IVM for fear of being shamed) in America. Where we live in the illusion of freedom, but aren’t really free.
I’m done.
I’ve checked out.
Time to bury my dead veggie plants (from the heat and no water while I’ve been away) and focus on the new life of four pineapple plants God is giving me to show me He still is on the throne.
I don’t know what the future holds, but I’m getting off the merry go round and shaking off my dizziness. What will be, will be. I trust Jesus to fight for us and even if….I will stand with all the courage and strength He gives me and live.
Thanks SJ, and all you commenters who are still with this long rant - for being honest about where you are too. 😉
God bless you. Just....God bless you and your family. I can't imagine what you have been through. You were a rock for your family there in MI and I know that they all appreciate you. It is so weird how we are all in the same place here. Are we giving up? NO. Are we sick of the evil? Absolutely. Are we sick of dealing with people who are being used so openly by those with nefarious agendas without a clue? You bet. Why are we losing so many good people? How long can we blah blah blah to those we love while they don't hear what we say?
As my mom said..."I am going to dig a hole and pull it in after me." That is how I feel. And many feel, as I see.
I just can't even...anymore. People have lost their ever lovin' minds and I just am so done.
And the weird things people are coming down with, like your friend. And Kentucky. I am so sorry. We think we are free, but we are not. Slaves to a system that takes what we earn and pollutes it, launders it and stuffs it in their own accounts. Stealing much more than money from all of us. We should be so pissed....together. But..prayer is the only control I have right now.
Only lost one subscriber over this Substack. Yay. :-)
"But, now, thus says the Lord, your Creator, O Jacob, And He who formed you. Do not fear, for I have called you by name and you are Mine!" Is 43:1
Thanks SJ. I’ve missed our chats 😉
You lost a subscriber over of THAT post 🤦🏼♀️ 🤯 😂
Reminds me of when Jesus said to shake the dust off your feet/sandals and move on. We’re needing to do that more and more as the days go on.
God help us all. 🙏
The levels of comaraderie I found going back 6+ years on the alt news sites, then Bitchute, and Substack has been the only thing holding me together, and giving me hope (besides my unflinching personal faith). SadieJay, your stated frustrations and need to find relief perfectly mirrors mine. I look at the same thing in our sky, and add it to what is known facts about all the psyhop agendas and only confirms my original 2020 intuition that a military fingerprint is all over everything. What do we know about the military? That its core mission is to kill people and break things. Period. With that reminder and having been worn down by the personal catch 22 I've lived through these past 5 years I finally pulled out an old campaign, dusted it off and let it rip on the internet. www.4getwar.com. Gotta find something, anything 'better to do' than let this open air nuthouse keep pushing me farther into a corner.
So, here's the weird part... As soon as I launched 4getwar.com a month or so ago, the tinnitus I've had for 30 + years has gone off the charts. My tinnitus has never been much of a problem. Most of the time I can just ignore it, and it doesn't cost me lost sleep. But, now its gone up a couple octaves and won't subside. Could it be THEY really do have a way to target dissidents and unvaxxed like myself with emf, microwaves or some such demonic shit? Can't rule anything out. But I'll be gawddamned if the bastards will shut me up. I'm in this for my grandkids and their kids Freedom.
Anyway. One of these days I'm going to get down your way to meet you guys.
Keep the faith. Blessings to you and your family.
Exactly. The people who live around me are rural country folks and it seems like they ignore everything or are willfully ignorant. But, it is the same everywhere I guess. You think farmers and ranchers would be more attuned to the nature around them that keeps their livelihoods afloat.
If we have progressed SO far, but yet seem to be stuck in stupid mode, then I would bet that the tech has far progressed past our comprehension. Nothing would surprise me anymore. Nothing. If an alien landed on my lawn right now, it would be a welcome relief to all the things that never end. But the apathy we all share seems to be an ongoing theme among those I have talked to, IRL and on here.
Makes you wonder. But, God wins in the end and He knows exactly how we feel and, as long as we keep fighting, He will honor us and win the battle. Hard to stay strong. Or even care. We spent these last few years caring about things that were so bad, I try to find the rejoice in me for the good going on, but even that is hard.
Blessings to you as well!
People are under hypnosis from listening to the radio and watching television. Silent sound and signal entrainment are being used to manipulate the subconscious mind. The technology is being used in background music of big box stores like Home Depot and Wal Mart. Wear earplugs when shopping at locations with background music.
At this point, I doubt nothing.
Thank you for taking the time to share. I can relate deeply and I too, have been working on a piece, but not feeling it for a bit. Reading yours tonight gave me strength though. It's quite healing to hear another articulate your feelings so precisely. Communion. We are not alone in this 'noticing' and I hear you. Grateful for your presence on this platform.
Thank you so much. I appreciate the words. I can't imagine that us feeling the same way at the same time is an accident. It is almost like I am staying in one place and my roots are growing fast and deep now, if that makes any sense? Maybe it is how we are all supposed to be at this point in time, for this precise reason. If we are all over the place, blown around by every little thing, we don't have time to grow deep and grounding roots. I will check out your Substack! ♥♥
Thank you! Very kind! I have missed your writing and was especially happy to see a new post!
You are so sweet Jaci. Thank you so much. ♥
. . . and viruses and bacteria, and freeze-dried red blood cells, and fibers of unknown origin, and . . .
You are speaking my language SadieJay. This planet sucks. Scottie beam me up . . . pretty please!
Like I have said...."The more you know, the more you want to puke." Thanks for engaging!
I totally agree that the flowers are thicker and brighter this year. I even feel like the grass is greener. Definitely a beautiful gift from God.
Also, I'm sure that you have, but have you read the Frank Peretti books? I believe that the first one is titled "This Present Darkness." I read them years ago. I probably should read them again.
Don't be a stranger. I've been home a lot lately. In case you need to break out of your hermit hole.😊
Right??? The flowers are SO yellow. It is crazy/not crazy. Yes, I have read the Peretti books. It really puts my life into perspective. And it shows how powerful prayer really is. The road goes both ways as well. I will wave as I go by. If I go by. Haha.
As I read this I think of the wife and how hard it has become for her on this planet. With so much evil around us every day it's hard not to despair! I believe the Lord Jesus will deliver us from this evil!
Amen. If I didn't have THAT hope, I would be lost, defeated and looking everywhere for The Answer. I know The Answer, I just have to wait. And I wonder why I am here now?? Lord, I would gladly trade places with Moses or Elijah. But I am still here. Thanks Doug. Best to you and The Wife.♥♥
https://lionessofjudah.substack.com/p/florida-announces-chemtrails-hotline